An assassin’s cloak draped from head to toe, prowling and waiting in the shadow.
I dashed to to do the deed, and slit the throat in one swift blow.
Alas, the stench of cruelty cannot be obscured.. as it exudes inside out.
In a sea of blues and greens, the color of fresh blood gushed out.
You fell down on your knees, I don’t have a choice.
You said “How can you?” in one low, sweet sweet voice.
I was back, a deep slumber it was, from a trip I took from hell.
It was a mistake! “I apologize for I was cruel” – which I couldn’t tell.
Both bent down, the rotten blood seeping thru my finger.
You looked me in the eye, “one more time” you say, the light fading in one last flicker.
Don’t leave me I mumble, I won’t make the same mistake again. No, never.
We are one; a fire inextinguishable, roaring and twisting in flames. We light up the dark night as we danced in the crackling coal. We share the same warmth, and burn whatever’s in our path. We are an inseparable fiery entity, destructive yet shimmering wih zeal. A fire; you and me.
The glass fell from the wooden table and shattered in thousand pieces over the black marbled-floor. It’s as if I was staring at the stars, but instead of gazing up I was looking down. The stars on my feet, only a meter away from my hands. I know if I reached out, I’d injure myself.
Beautiful things come at a great cost – sometimes it can hurt and sometimes it is better left untouched.
Mid-air. I am falling, non-stop. Gravity pulling me back to the ground. I hear your voice, familiar and comforting “Take my hand, take it. Do not hesitate.”
I then smell flowers, strong and wistful. Now Im walking towards a river, blue and foamy. I see you sitting by the rock with your feet submerged, you were waving and inviting me to come and take a plunge. I knew it was freezing because you were shivering but you try to hide it. I can see through you though. I will always see.
I wake up. I realize I’m still alone in bed, sweating. I hear my heartbeat – loud and thumping between my ribs. I can hear your name in every beat; my heart screams for you, pulsating through my veins. My heart
was is restless.
We can all fake faces, make people believe what we want them to believe. We can ridicule, judge, and pretend we are smarter than everyone else. We can be who we wanted to be. We can be bastards to make someone else’s life a living hell. We are greedy and take value of our pride. We hurt others to make ourselves superior, we declare our might and perverseness when we get the chance to destroy somebody weaker. We bathe on their feebleness and take joy in it.
We are humans, we love to see others get hurt. We are nothing but HUMANS.
I felt it, the sadness and torment of jealousy. The monster eating every bit of happiness you had with the memories you shared peacefully. Jealousy begins with doubt, and with doubt it breeds mistrust. Anger, neglect, and exacting retribution. It will be a fall you can’t stop. You regret and end up being strangers.. Strangers to each other, strangers to the feelings you once felt. Both of you a foreigner to the world you put together.
Humans can never be satisfied. Not with their selves, not with the world.